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Journal Entry #3
Dec. 14th, 2018 05:31 pm1. I'm still deciding what to do with my Dreamwidth account, but I'm really considering using it to encourage me to write fanfiction. I used to be super into writing, and while I doubt I'll be able to go back to writing full-scale novels (like I did as a teen), I like the idea of writing short, thousand word romance pieces. I think it'd be fun, guys.
If I do, I'd probably focus on Harry Potter, Star Wars, and Sherlock; I'm into a whole bunch of other shows, but I think those three have characters I'd be super interested in writing about.
2. I feel like I've written this before, but heck, this is my dreamwidth account, so I'll go ahead and talk about it again. It's so wild to no longer be moving; to have a job and apartment and friends, and to be settled to some extent. I really want to keep moving forwards, but I'm not sure what, exactly, I want to move towards.
I kind of want to finish getting a Bachelor's, but I also kind of... don't. Going to college burned me out; I was working 25 hours a week and taking full time classes almost the entire time I was going, and low key? That sort of grind kills any desire you have to make it to the end.
Part of me thinks maybe I just can't afford college right now. And while I could, theoretically, work to get through it, I just don't think I can.
3. I have a lot more free time now that I'm no longer going to college. I kind of want to try learning German or Danish, and I kind of want to get back into tarot, and I kind of want to write more. I just want to explore myself and my interests more, because I never had time when I was going to school. It's like, I had all these interests when I was a teenager, and I lost interest in them as I grew busy. And... I want to get back into them now.
If I do, I'd probably focus on Harry Potter, Star Wars, and Sherlock; I'm into a whole bunch of other shows, but I think those three have characters I'd be super interested in writing about.
2. I feel like I've written this before, but heck, this is my dreamwidth account, so I'll go ahead and talk about it again. It's so wild to no longer be moving; to have a job and apartment and friends, and to be settled to some extent. I really want to keep moving forwards, but I'm not sure what, exactly, I want to move towards.
I kind of want to finish getting a Bachelor's, but I also kind of... don't. Going to college burned me out; I was working 25 hours a week and taking full time classes almost the entire time I was going, and low key? That sort of grind kills any desire you have to make it to the end.
Part of me thinks maybe I just can't afford college right now. And while I could, theoretically, work to get through it, I just don't think I can.
3. I have a lot more free time now that I'm no longer going to college. I kind of want to try learning German or Danish, and I kind of want to get back into tarot, and I kind of want to write more. I just want to explore myself and my interests more, because I never had time when I was going to school. It's like, I had all these interests when I was a teenager, and I lost interest in them as I grew busy. And... I want to get back into them now.
